I'm wondering...if you feel like you have ever really “swung for the fences“?
I’m not sure I have and I don’t know what all the implications are, but I feel a kind of working-sadness about it….
Sometimes it seems like it could be said that I am more comfortable evaluating the game than actually playing it. That bothers me.
Both of these descriptions feel like they have a degree of accuracy to them. On the other hand, comparatively speaking, some might feel a bit baffled by such an assessment. So, what really is the genesis of such self-reflection? Is it true? Is it because with whom I am making a comparison?
Or, is it both (feels somehow closer to the truth)? What is the energy behind it needing to be one OR the other? It beckons a kind of closure, when really it remaining open for further consideration is probably the more healthy course to take. Where and how is it either one...or both?
